OK. Over the last few weeks I have just felt negative and board with life. I have wanted to gossip and not care to much about what is going on in the world around me. I was a complainer and frustrater!What was this about? Well I think a lot of it was lack of sleep, but I can't blame it all on that. Although that would be easier... But the truth is September is a hard long month for my family. My Mom passed away 6 years ago this past September and also would have had a birthday in September too. This year I don't feel that I dealt with my grief as I should have, and so it made October not so great of a month either. But I feel that I have new strength and also have grown. And in life most things happen for a reason, sometimes the reasons will not be revealed until a long time down the road of life. But as long as you learn and grow - you don't need a reason. You just need to not give up and be your authentic you!
Today I feel that I have come out of this grey grouchy cloud and feel like it is OK to be happy with the world again. I can be nice and caring and not hurt others by having gossipy conversations. I can love my kids and husband without reserve. I can be a good friend and example.
Here is a video clip of a song that has helped me feel renewed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJi_7f1cpbk
Have a great day!
3 comments:
Beautiful song with a beautiful message. Sorry to hear that September and October have been a bit rough, I hope that you continue to find strength in the Lord :)
Hi Suneetha
I am so glade you are having a better month, sorry to hear about your rough time in October! The important thing to remember is to know there will be different seasons in our lives some will be hard and to forgive yourself if you do or say something that wasn't nice or grumpy!! We love you lots and still miss you all hope we can see each other soon
Diane
Thanks Chelsey and Diane. I apprecaite your love!! :) I miss you guys!
Love Suneetha
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